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Um yea everything lately has been quite interesting!!! Really not much to say work sux but guess where i mite b working VICTORIA SECRET!!! SWEET!!! Cant wait to work wit Rob and ADAM!!! AND GOD IM SOOOOO SICK OF DENNY! OH AND MY GOD IS IT EARLY!!! UNTIL NEXT TIME WELL U KNOW THE BIT!
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[02 Nov 2005|10:25am] |
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Seriously now y do some people exist in our lives wen in reality they never really did they had no meaning no substance nothing at all!!! I pisses me off that we must encounter these people and all they ever do is bring us down when in all reality they are miserable themselves and only add to ur misery! These people should take themselves off the planet by wrapping sum piano wire around their throat and jus ending it! or at least God should help us out and give them food poisoning or making them choke on thier food and DIE! These types of people really need to remove themselves from society immediately because one of these days im just gonna snap and end up in jail i tell u lol muahaha!!! But no in all seriousness these people jus cling on to u wen ur most vulnerable for example wen ur drunk or wen some one breaks up with u or wen they feel the need to tell u their feelings for u wen u just dont ever want to hear them or see them n e more and have tried repeatedly to take them out of ur life!!! Y do people do these things??? It just baffles me how some people are idiots and think that u will never figure out their lies and how FUCKING STUPID THEY REALLY ARE! I mean wat is wrong wit people now im not going to name n e names cuz at least im a lil nice but they know who they are!!! Honestly now did they really believe i was that dumb in the first place to fall for their shit repeatedly??? No i jus stuck wit them for stupid emotional reasons but its for sure game over now! I mean these "FEELINGS" should have never existed in the first place if i would have never of gotten drunk that nite and if he would never of told me he was "ATTACHED" to me i mean seriously i had no feelings for him until he told me that and completely fucked me over! I mean seriously all the shady shit this kid has done and i was nice enough to even talk to him still just makes me feel dumb even though in this situation the dumb one was me cuz he aint gonna get a prettier girl than me and for sure i was out of his league but he was my friend and i gave him a chance HA! that was stupid!! Actually to many chances!!!! WOW I hate him i dont think i have ever regretted meeting some one except him yup this person is down rite childish has no reall value to me n e more and has lost n e trust from me! Its funny how he wonders y my friends hate him or my friend pushed him to the floor for ruining my bday with the exception of Chris steeling my shit!! But even that was his fault for dumping over my bag to get "ice" and making all my shit fall out of it! Let me tell you it feels great to let out all the steam ive kept inside!!! Now Jus to say it to his face that BITCH!
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Seriously now y do some people exist in our lives wen in reality they never really did they had no meaning no substance nothing at all!!! I pisses me off that we must encounter these people and all they ever do is bring us down when in all reality they are miserable themselves and only add to ur misery! These people should take themselves off the planet by wrapping sum piano wire around their throat and jus ending it! or at least God should help us out and give them food poisoning or making them choke on thier food and DIE! These types of people really need to remove themselves from society immediately because one of these days im just gonna snap and end up in jail i tell u lol muahaha!!! But no in all seriousness these people jus cling on to u wen ur most vulnerable for example wen ur drunk or wen some one breaks up with u or wen they feel the need to tell u their feelings for u wen u just dont ever want to hear them or see them n e more and have tried repeatedly to take them out of ur life!!! Y do people do these things??? It just baffles me how some people are idiots and think that u will never figure out their lies and how FUCKING STUPID THEY REALLY ARE! I mean wat is wrong wit people now im not going to name n e names cuz at least im a lil nice but they know who they are!!! Honestly now did they really believe i was that dumb in the first place to fall for their shit repeatedly??? No i jus stuck wit them for stupid emotional reasons but its for sure game over now! I mean these "FEELINGS" should have never existed in the first place if i would have never of gotten drunk that nite and if he would never of told me he was "ATTACHED" to me i mean seriously i had no feelings for him until he told me that and completely fucked me over! I mean seriously all the shady shit this kid has done and i was nice enough to even talk to him still just makes me feel dumb even though in this situation the dumb one was me cuz he aint gonna get a prettier girl than me and for sure i was out of his league but he was my friend and i gave him a chance HA! that was stupid!! Actually to many chances!!!! WOW I hate him i dont think i have ever regretted meeting some one except him yup this person is down rite childish has no real value to me n e more and has lost n e trust from me! Its funny how he wonders y my friends hate him or my friend pushed him to the floor for ruining my bday with the exception of Chris steeling my shit!! But even that was his fault for dumping over my bag to get "ice" and making all my shit fall out of it! Let me tell you it feels great to let out all the steam ive kept inside!!! Now Jus to say it to his face that BITCH!
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| GRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[19 Oct 2005|08:48am] |
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Ok so my bday was this weekend and i decided to invite this guy we havent seen in a while... So as the story goes on my bday he stole my digital camera and Eric's credit card charging $500 on it and he stole Eric's smoothie cards wa an asshole and on my bday! Dont people have any respect for other peoples things?!?!?! Wat is wrong wit people!?!?!?! Im very angry!!! Ne one have any ideas on wa I should do???? well I hope everyone is doing well until next time FOAMY!
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| oh misthter noodles! |
[05 Oct 2005|12:51pm] |
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Umm not mch really to type too much things have happened since may to type about! But yea hope everyone on lj is doing well cuz im doin fantastic!!! Well catch ya later! UR LORD AND MASTER FOAMY!!!
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[24 May 2005|03:40pm] |
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Your Love Style is Agape |
You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. |
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| DOMINOS!!! |
[20 May 2005|10:03pm] |
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DO U STILL WANT SOME FUCKING PIZZA?!?!?!?! SHARE SUM OF THAT BOWL!!
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| it started out wit a kiss how did it end up like this... it was ony a kiss... it was only a kiss... |
[20 May 2005|09:58am] |
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So I was working yesterday and I came to the realization that I want what I cant have... and honestly its not worth wanting anymore! So from now on im changing my ways and becoming a new me one who is less attached and more cold hearted wen comes to letting things go... I have decided that im goin to change absolutely everything and people too... now everyone lets see how much power i truly have!!! Let the game begin!
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| To the boy who thought he coudnt be with me... |
[16 May 2005|09:56am] |
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The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. |
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. |
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. |
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[11 Apr 2005|03:26pm] |
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I love it how some people can be so stupid!
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| And the story goes I am the same... |
[11 Mar 2005|09:35am] |
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SO back to reality life is going pretty great!! No complaints on this side!!! Honestly this whole break up was the best thing that could have happened to me!! Ok get this! So Lately Ive apologized to those I was a bitch to or absolutely hated and we r all friends now for example Eric!! Im happy we r on a good bases now!! Ive gotten closer to my dad sumthin I never thought would really happen plus he is getting me a credit card!!! YAYA!!! And also Ive been getting closer to my half sis Laura and thats really kewl too! I must say I OWE her a huge thank u for slapping me back into reality!! Ive been getting closer to those I havent talked in a while too!!!! And Thank u to Bradley and Rich 4 being such great guys honestly they are amazing!!! Shamster and Jenny are still my 2 favorite ladies in the whole world I love them ubber much! And big thank u to Dan Lancaster 4 doing everything he did to make me feel better!!! Another thank u to Dan Dan Swanson that is for also making me feel better and jus being amazing in general!! So yea life is great great friends great times everything is going so great I dhonestly can say im finally truly happy wit myself!! And I love it along wit everyone I mentioned!!! So ne ways I must go until next time ur lord and master FOAMY!!!
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| When everything feels like the movies... |
[16 Feb 2005|09:45am] |
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Yea I stole this from amanda sorry dear!!! I miss Ryan I love my V-day gift twas amazing!!! I miss him soo much!! I love my Jenny and Shannon!!! Lol hehe Ive tagged all the duffys!!!!! And me and Daniel figured out our hotel for prom so super fun and he and I went dress shopping!!! YAY!!! Cant wait I jus pray Ryan will be back before prom!!! Well until next time ur lord and master FOAMY!!!
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